Hormones! They’re funny things aren’t they. They can send you scatty and make you become irrational. Even more so when you’re dealing with pregnancy hormones.
I think my hormones have got me today. They’ve sent me mad and making me question my decisions. Not my decision to have a baby, oh no, although I do sometimes wonder if I am slightly mad for having a 4th.
They are making me question my decision about getting sterilised during my scheduled Caesarian section with this one.
I requested to be sterilised this time round. I was meant to have been sterilised when they delivered A, but due to the complications in theatre my consultant decided against it.
I have always said I wanted 4 children. That I would feel content at 4. Then I saw a wonderful blog post today from Tania at Larger Family Life announcing her wonderful news….and it made me think. Is 4 enough? Would I want more? Do I want more? Could my nerves handle any more? Could my body handle any more? and most importantly, could my husband handle any more?
He is adamant that 4 is IT!! No more babies will be created by us after this one. I think if he had had his way we would have stopped at 2, so I have done well to get 4 from him. I’d seriously be pushing it for more…..wouldn’t I??
Go on, tell me how insane I am!